Thursday, January 31, 2008

i have a crush.. in the wrong timing...
trying to get u out of my mind seems so impossible.
though us being together seems so bleak,
deep in my heart pray very hard that we will, one day,
will hav the happiest moment together.

i'm juz addicted to you.

Addicted- by Enrique
Have I told you
how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay cleanwhen you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.
When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

now only i realize the essence of love and suppot within family.
without them, i bearly survive now.
it's my bad afterall. i hope u all forgive me...........

i'm just not in the mood. sory..

u all will always be in my heart...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

me and adam
look wat he's doing... haha..
erm, adam is a nice and lame guy...
happy to meet u =)

Saturday, January 26, 2008


hope u enjoy spending so much today!!!!

wakaka

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

我的心,很痛。
痛的原因是家人对我的看法!
很心痛。。。原来没有家人的支持,是那么的失望。
妈,爸,你就不能相信我吗?
你就不能因为我而骄傲吗?
一定要我变成你们心目中的那个我吗?

听到你们给予我的评语,我真得很在乎。
别人说我,我都可以不削一顾。但是。。。
在你们心目中,我就是那样吗?

自从我来了新加坡念书,或许,我们比较少见面了,比较少了解对方了,
但是表面的改变,不代表内在的变换。
我依然是我。
最近发生很多事情,很想跟你分享,但是我一点安全感和彼此的信任都感受不到!

可能,我们都不曾突破过那亲密的交错,
我你之间永远都会只是熟悉陌生人。
很难跨过另一个阶段

Sunday, January 20, 2008

女人,天生是被宠的。
这一句一点都没错。
我就是要他们明白,得到一个人,就要付出!
轻易让他们得到,就不是我!哈哈。。

我很坏吧。我坏,是被逼的。
因为男人的自私,女人不得不学会保护自己,教训这班臭男人!

哈,下个星期有三个男生约我出去,好难做选择!
一定要做一个好选择,哈哈!

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

somehow, i juz dont feel ur love to me...
somehow, i think we are not meant to be together...
somehow, i juz cant handle the relationship properly...
somehow, i dunno what u r doing now and whether we r lovers...
it's juz doesnt feel right! u make me feel so sweet yet so lost...
what should i do?

Monday, January 07, 2008

in the class, i can feel the competition among my classmates.
their attitude is completely different from last year.
this year, they aim A's in every subject.
they complete the tutorials before lessons starts.
i feel happy for them. but for me, still slacking here.. am very stress.
juz cant move on without him. i told myself its the end. but still, i need the motivation!
wat i needa do now, is to concentrate and use my time wisely.
no more time to be wasted!

aim for the best university and work hard toward there!

never give up!

Saturday, January 05, 2008

回家途中,看着我们以前一起玩得庭院,很自然的,就想起和你一起的日子。
很像哭泣,但我知道是没有可能的。
因为你,我向男生报复!
因为你,我做了很多白痴的事!
因为你,日子不好过!
看见你的时候,真的很想永远留在你身边。
但是我们就是不可能。
因为我们都是不同世界的人。
被爱是很幸福,但如果被一个你完全没有感觉的人爱,感觉会是幸福吗?
很想删除掉你的一切回忆。
无论我多努力,最后都是失败!

我什么都不知道,只知道,
没有你的日子,真是很无聊!