i just called my mom, knowing that she just had her great experienced in her life. and now she's enjoying time with the kids and the family in Genting. when i heard that all of them are having fun up there at the peak, my heavy day just out of sudden become so lighthearted. everything just seems bright, and i hope this kind of feeling can last FOREVER!

now i have so many things to worry, and i really hate the feeling when u need to worry this and worry that. it just feels like it will never end and i will keep worrying and struggle until my last breath. is this worth it or not? when i choose another path, and it is necessary to undergo all this? i start questioning myself whether my brave act started to become an escaping route?!