Saturday, December 24, 2011

it is christmas!!!! my first real christmas in germany. well, i got what i always wanted this year, and that is my best christmas gift of all.
so i celebrated christmas with Daniel's family here in Berlin. it was stressed. but i enjoyed everything. hmm... if you would ask me how is christmas in germany, i would say it is almost the same as our chinese new year's celebration. the differences are foods, culture and beliefs. So, on christmas's eve, they will prepare nice food and gifts. ohh, the most important thing is the Christmas tree!!!! it is totally fun to set up christmas tree.
we always only get to see the fake christmas tree in asian, but here, it is real!!!! they are humongous and the tree gives out some special scent, which gives us the feeling of Christmas. More pictures will be uploaded later. Merry Christmas!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

after so long... i think i will start blogging about my life again.

there's alot of changes during the time of which i did not blog. well, it is true that the only certainty is changes. living in germany indeed is an eye opener for me. i learned so much about life and new thoughts keep flowing towards me until i do not have enough time to digest every of them. i hope i can jot down every of my experiences into my scrapbook. but somehow, that would never happen.

i am lost in the outside world. i do not know what i should do right now. my path is just so dark for me. i do not know if i have made the right choices. i do not know if i should continue what i have started or start all over again. i think the answer lay deep within my heart, but somehow i am just too tired and afraid to face it all by myself.

can anyone please give me some motivation??